I want to be honest with you about something today.

I had a friendship a few years back that I should have released long before I did. Not because he was a bad person. He wasn't. He was, and probably still is, a genuinely kind man.

But every time I came away from a conversation with him, I was smaller.

This week's theme: Company.

Today, the honest bit. Sometimes the person shaping you isn't obvious, and sometimes the shaping isn't loud.

THE QUIET DRAIN

We tend to think of bad influence as dramatic.

The friend who pulls you into obvious sin. The colleague who lies to you. The relationship that erodes your morals in ways you can name. Those exist. Scripture has plenty to say about them.

But the more common version, in my experience, has been quieter. A person who wasn't leading me astray, exactly. Just slowly recalibrating me. Slowly training me to think smaller. To hope more carefully. To be a bit more cynical, a bit more guarded, a bit less like the version of me that shows up when I'm around people who love God well.

This friend of mine was funny, and I liked being around him. But his default posture was suspicion. He was suspicious of church, suspicious of leaders, suspicious of anyone who seemed to be doing well. And after enough hours in his company, I noticed something. My defaults were quietly shifting to match his.

I started assuming things about people I'd never met. I started reading motives into simple actions. I started using his phrases, which I already told you about on Monday.

And here is what took me a long time to admit. Nothing dramatic had gone wrong. There was no fight. No betrayal. Just the slow arithmetic of hours. He had been feeding me suspicion, and I had been eating it.

Read Paul's warning to the Corinthians.

The Greek word Paul uses for "corrupts" is phtheirei, which means to spoil, to ruin, to slowly rot. It's the word used for food going off. Not a sudden explosion. A slow spoiling.

Character rots the way milk rots. You don't notice on day one. You don't notice on day five. You notice one morning when you open the carton and something is wrong.

I want to be careful here. I am not telling you to cut people off. I am not telling you to become the kind of Christian who audits everyone in their life for spiritual usefulness. That's a different kind of pride and it hurts people.

But I am telling you that if there is someone whose company consistently makes you smaller, more cynical, more anxious, more like the version of yourself you don't like, that is data. It matters. You are allowed to notice it. You are allowed to create distance without hating anyone.

I created distance eventually. Not a confrontation. Just fewer hours. Space to breathe. Space to become myself again.

I wish I'd done it a year earlier.

YOUR ONE THING FOR TODAY

Think about the last time you spent significant time with someone.

Ask yourself one question. Did I come away larger, or smaller?

You are not judging them. You are noticing what proximity does. Awareness first. Everything else comes later.

OVER TO YOU

Who's the friend who consistently leaves you larger? Hit reply with their first name. I read every one, and I might just send them a quiet thank you in prayer today.

God bless you, my friend.

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